finally, soem proof that joe jonas is gay

and bill kaulitz is NOT

1.i was the 4th person to run thru the door so i was extremely appauled that there was about 3 rows worth of vip ppl. extremely unfair..

2.THE MOSH PIT WAS DEADLY i ended up being pulled out to the back, half by the horrible pushing and shoving and half by my own will because i was about to die. but, I had a good view because the back was mostly little jesse mccarntey fans and short people, i felt like a giant and everyone but georg was in my direct line of vision and not that far away for being close to the back considering how small the room was

3. the arrival: they came at around 5:00 when we were all lined up outside.. they took a backdoor and by the time i realized that everyone was screaming for a real reason and not just practicing their screams -_- i was only able to catch a glimpse of toms backside.. not a bad view btw and i am proud to say that his cute little self and his glowing ora of appealing dreads was the first i had ever seen of th

4. the departure: after reading this i got even more depressed.. when me and shelbi ran outside right after the show to find them, the guy wasn’t lying that they JUST LEFT we must have missed them by about 10 seconds at the most, that was depressing. while we sat outside all sulky but also in awe at the amazing show, these box boys and a couple fan girls(idk where they came from or why they are so lucky) were hauling out their guitar cases and speakers and stuff. I ALMOST FAINTED AT THE SIGHT OF THE BASS CASES I DON’T KNO WHY and TOM’S ACCUOUSTIC GUITAR CASES were like heaven in black leather.. i got to smell it and caress it like a drunk freak.. it smelled like blackberries, axe, and leather and is the best thing i’ve smelled to this day.. i haven’t put perfume on yet since the show cuz everything smells disgusting.. just like everything except for coca cola tastes disgusting..

5. THE SHOW ITSELF was in my opinion amazing. i didn’t realize it was on playback until i was talking to this girl outside, supposedly Bill was sick and i guess they had to go to phooson the next day so…
I AGREE THAT HE DIDN’T CONNECT WELL WITH THE CROWD. but i feel lucky that i got a couple looks from the boys..
IT SEEMED ABIT LOPSIDED IN ME AND SHELBI’S SITUATION. since she is a bill lover, i’m a tom lover, she was front and center, i was in the back. but that’s not the point this is:

TOM WOULD NOT TAKE HIS EYES OFF OF HER. MORE THAN ANY LIVE PERFORMANCE (not that i’ve seen them live b4 it was my first time but watching them on video and such) did he pay more attention to the girls in the front row instead of his guitar( which i was a litle upset at the lack of guitargasm faces. ) and if anyone noticed all those times he looked down to his left and kept smiling and winking and laughing and FLIRTING at someone yeah that was shelbi.. haha

THEN AS I SAID BEFORE I WAS IN THE BACK but i was like a giant around all the jesse fans and i’m pretty tall compared to them. haha. well i was jumping up and down like a crazy freak trying to get their attention. tom looked up at me one time when he didn’t hafta play and did his smile/wink at me then while bill didn’t hafta sing he was crowd searching tha back with his eyes and gave me thos whole wtf ur crazy look. haha. like “erm ja i wouldve seen you if you weren’t jumping up and down but ok” kinda look. but it was sweet. then when he looked over agains i got even more enthusiastic and was like rapidly pointing to the fron center where shelbi was, then he kind of like nodded at me and then during the next chorus he went and sang to her.

HERES THE PLAY BY PLAY OF THE OPENING AND MOST OF THE SHOW IN MY OPINION:

MICK LEE(our z100 portland dj- he’s awseome) was getting us reved up and we were chanting TOKIO HOTEL for about a minute before we see gusti walk out to behind his drums.. my heart stopped. he’s freakin beautiful. hah i’m NOT KIDDING. my mouth just dropped and i was like nuh uh THEY ARE ACTUALLY GONNA PLAY. and his gorgeous eyes were just like staring over the crowd. and his hair is grown out again and all floofy out from under his cap(or cat. hha) i was happy i could see him cuz i’ve heard most concert reviews he was hidden behind his drums. haha. then georg walks out and i’m like who’s that hottie.. then i’m like oh meine gott its georg he’s got nice massachusettes arse man, and shelbi got me a cool pic of him leaving.. waist down cuz she knows i’m in love with his shoes.. i’m not kidding i have a love affair with those shoes. haha

then TOM WALKED IN
i erm kinda started screaming but nothing came out.. i’m not kidding… FREAKING MARBLE STATUE. with the black light/spotlight on him… he was glowing. the first thing I saw was his profile. his head is the size of a watermelon. in a good way. and he is massive. like big and tall. haha. its prolly cuz of his new body building(which i am slightly against btw) but anyway… he’s frickin hot.

then bill came out after the RSG riff. i didn’t really die but i could feel shelbi dieing (us being twins and all)

THE REST OF THE SHOW WENT LIKE THIS:

> me not being able to rip my eyes off tom.. even tho i stared at him for 16 minutes straight but i didn’t like really look at anything.. its wierd i rember most looking at his moles, to make sure it was really tom. haha it was …. but anyway i was looking at tom, but i kept feeling someone staring at me and theres someone staring at me. rofl. i look and gusti’s pounding away at his drums but STARING AT ME. that was flattering *blushes*

> shelbi not being able to rip her eyes off bill cuz she’s freakin in love with him but is feeling someone STARING at her. tom. haha.

PRETTY MUCH.
my sister was by me and she’s a semi fan and like laughing at me the whole time. specially during the intro when i was like when gusti came on.  then like  when georg came on and then  when tomi boy came on. and then like randomly during the show i was like OH GEORG!! and started facing the other way and snapping pics of him. haha SCREW HER. rofl. no jk i love her she saved my life.

(originally posted under a diff thread…)

edit: i love brittney soooo much  she’s awesome and my friend and she was fun to stand in line with and AHH SHE’S MAKING ME DO THIS SHE’S HOLDING A GUN TO MY HEAD THRU INSTANT MESSAGING. rofl jk.. i am sincere. we had too much fun huh? -winks at brittney in a creepy pedafile way-

kaila tagged me

this taggness is the shock paddle of my dieing blog

1. ich mochte bon bons

2. to the right of me is a creepy nutcracker

3. my favorite color is: no color

4. i have 3 best friends: god, kaila, and shelbi

5. i’m really pissed off right now

6. i’m the president of the porltand street team for tokio hotel

7. i just won something for the first time in my life

8. i love porltand, i don’t go there enough

9. my gumby once got held ransom and i had to pay $20 to get him back

10. i need more underwear

i have nothing to say

just wanted to let you know i’m still alive

<33

i need a hug

but you hafta be sixteen

and pay for your own trip there.

man that wouldve been fun

can you imagine!

ugh

sehr gut

watson

really?

you just had to?

you can just go to jamaica and get a life.